Glee

Sometimes when you feel like you are on top of the world and you feel that nothing can get in your way. You feel empowered and that there are no problems in your life. Well since yesterday which was christmas I haven't had such a great time.  I was going to hangout with my friend and we were going to go to lunch but then her dad picked her up before we could even do anything. It was stupid.  I feel like there is nothing good in my life anymore I can't hangout with friends and my dad seems to want to leave if we don't go to the mountains which is super uncool of him.  My sister got glee seasons for christmas and we have been watching it and it's really good. Every time I watch it it makes me feel like I want a high school experience like that where I can sing and be the popular one with the hot quarterback but in reality I am all alone and nobody that I like likes me back.  Now I just don't know what to do.  Also my mom keeps making me feel bad about myself and its always about food.  Like I am eating to much or eat slower.  Well that's all I have to say tonight.  Good night