Horror

Okay last night I was watching my little sister for an hour and everything was good until..... she started to kick my arm because it was in her pillow way.  I didn't get why she was doing it.  Then after a while she was pinching and then she bit my knuckles.  I swear there was something wrong with her last night and now my arm is bruised in the inside and it hurts to touch.  Now it's the weekend and it's a three day one, so I am very glad about that.  It's been a long week at school. 

date August 30, 2012

Filming

Today I had to ride my bike home and I got my science textbook and my math book.  It was super heavy and now I am in a lot of pain.  But school was really good.  My group did most of outr shooting for our commerical.  The 2 actors are really good.  They both have nerdy glass and one who is the guy is my friends boyfriend.  He looks super cute with nerdy glass.  And tomorrow my group has to finish with the shooting and then we are going to edit it.  Oh yeah.  So all around it was a pretty good day.  There is one guy that I like and I haven't seen him at school.  He even said see you at school.  But where is he? 

date August 28, 2012

No Game/ Little Brat

 So yesterday I had tickets to the Giants game and my mom and dad said that we weren't going because the ferry tickets to the staduim was to much.  I was really looking forward to going to the game because it was the only thing that I was going to do this weekend that was going to be fun.  Well my stupid sister woke me up today and told me that I had to clean the rat cage with her.  It was only 9:15 am and for the last 3 days I have been getting up at 6:30 am to go to school.  So I was hoping to sleep in this morning but I guess with my family that is not possible.  My mom made me make breakfast which was really good because I am an amazing cook.  I am still not happy with my sister.  Now I have to go to do physiology homework.

date August 25, 2012

Day 2

Well I was this close to getting a ride this morning from my dad but then my mom said that I should ride my bike.  But instead I took the bus to the hub and then rode from there.  My mom is such a bitch. My dad is such an awesome person.  But at school, today was another good day at the beginning and then it got really boring.  I only had a chewy bar for lunch and so by the end of 6th period I got really hungry but I had some gum in my backpack so I had a piece.  Then I had to ride my bike back home and I was super hungry by then and I texted my dad and he said that he would save me a corn dog but when I got home my stupid ass sister ate it.  I broke down in tears from hunger and ate her cookie that I had brought her from school yesterday.  She is such a brat.  Now I have to do my math homework which is not that hard.  For now. 

date August 23, 2012

Junior Year

Well yesterday was my first day of junior year.  It was good because I have a guy that I really like in my science class and another guy that I like in my math class.  I don't really have anything else that I would have to say because it was just a good day for me. 

date August 22, 2012

STAR Testing

Well this freaking sucks, I did horrible on all of my STAR testing.  It's such a stupid tests, I hate this.  Also my mom is being annoying and so is my sister.  I need to get away from them.  School starts in 3 days and then I will be a junior.  Everyday doing homework and trying to work better and get better grades.  I think my life is depending on me getting good grades. 

LOVE

OMG, I was at the grocery store with my dad and sister and a guy that I like said hi to me.  Last year, he as in my math class but he never has said hi to me before and then he also said see you at school.  Which is starting on August 22.  I have known he since the first grade and my best friend always says that we will end up together.  He is such a sweet guy.  And now I can't get him out of my head.  What am I supposed to do?  My life just changed a lot.  I am almost a junior and maybe there is a boyfriend in my future.  Hopefully. 

date August 16, 2012

Crater Lake

Well today was an adventure of a life time.  My cousins, aunt, uncle and my family went to Crater Lake.  It's a big lake that was created by a big volcanic explosion and it was deep blue water in it.  My sister, mom, aunt, uncle and cousins jumped off a 20 feet rock into the water.  It was pretty cool.  If I wasn't scared of heights, I probably would have jumped off of it too. Then it was a super big hike when we had to come back to the cars.  When we got back home I made my famous spagetti and meatballs for dinner.  Everyone loved them.  Tonight is my last night and tomorrow we are going home to California. 

date August 11, 2012

Back in the Woods

Well we went back to the Lake in the Woods.  I had a great time.  My cousins and I played on the dock.  Then after a while I went on my aunt's wave runner, which was so much fun because my dad used to own one and I would go it with him when I was a young girl.  It was a blast.  I was really hoping to see Jeran again because he is so cute.  Then we came home and went to bed because it was so late. 

date August 10, 2012

Lake in the Woods

Well today was a fine day.  We went for a long walk in the morning and then we came back .  We had breakfast and then we went to Lake in the Woods to take a swim.  I was just floating in the water in a tube while my cousins and sister were playing on the floating dock.  They were playing a game with other kids called puching off the dock.  There was this guy that was playing with them and his name was Jeran.  He was so cute.  He reminded me of James from school.  After a while they were done playing on the dock and so I went on it and sat on it.  It was a lot of fun.  Then we came home and did a bonfire in the backyard.  We made smores and it was really good. 

date August 9, 2012

First Day

Now I am waiting for my aunt, brother and cousin to wake up and then we will have breakfast.  We had oat meal which was not good at all.  The we went to the bike shop for my brother and after dinner we went for a long walk.  Now my feet and my thighs hurt because I got a rash. 

date August 7, 2012

Pain

It hurts me to walk now.  I woke up to my sister telling me to wake up and I didn't sleep well at all.  My upper back hurts a lot.  My cousin Gabemade breakfastand it was omelette day.  But the worst thing was it had spinach in it and so it was hard to eat.  Then I took a shower and then brought Bear on a walk because I was asked. 

My mom, aunt, sister and I went to the paint your own pottery shop and we dropped off my brother and cousins to the skate park.  Then we cam home and had dinner.  It was ravioli and asparagus.  Now we are going to bed and my mom is reading to me and my sister. 

date August 8, 2012

Wake Up and Long Trip

Well I woke up today by the sun shining in my face.  It was a long trip to Oregon but when we finally made it at midnight I was super happy ti be here.  My aunt's house is so pretty and they have a dog.  Guess What? His name is Bear.  I think that is a great name for a dog.  They also have a bunny and his name is Bobby.

On the long road trip here, we picked up my brother at Fort Braggs, so meeting him took a few hours.  Then on the way up, my sister had to go pee every 5 minutes.  We stopped for lunch and dinner.  For lunch I had a burger and for dinner I had meatloaf, mashed potatoes and salad.  It was all good food.

date August 6, 2012

That Girl

A girl that used to be an only child for 5 years.  Now 16, has an older brother and younger sister and now is the middle child.  How things were easier when she was younger.  I am that girl, Blair Hinnenberg.  I live with my step mom and dad.  A lot of the time my llife sucks.  Like how I have to watch what I eat because I am overweight or how my sister and brother get what ever they want.   My real mom died a few years ago from a sudden heart attack.  Those years have been really tough.  Yes, I did graduate from middle school, but I am now a junior in high school.  So I don't know if I can survive 2 more years.
Since sophomore year I have had a big crush on a guy in my class.  His name is Dwight.  What a perfect name for a perfect guy.  Dwight was in my advisory class and so on his birthday I made him cupcakes and he liked them.  He doesn't talk to me, but I wish that he did.  Just a month ago my sleepover buddy/friend Emily, moved to New Jersey.  She didn't even say good-bye to me, she doesn't text me back.  I feel like she didn't even care about our friendship. 
Well, my junior year is going to start in a month.  Hope I will have advisory with Dwight again.  For the past 2 years I feel like I ahve been invisible at school during lunch because I eat by myself.  I mean I have friends just not close ones because they all went to Redwood.  Did I make a bad school choice? Would my life be better at Redwood? Well, I guess that I will have to wait and see. 
I started to make this blog because I got addicted to a show called Awkward.  It's about a girl and she likes this guy and then they go out for a little bit and then the girl gets a new boyfriend, but she still has feelings for the other guy.  The guys names are Matty and Jake and the girl with the problems is named Jenna.  date July 26, 2012

Packing

Well, today we are packing for our trip to Oregon to see our cousins and aunt and uncle.  Then we are leaving either late tonight or really early in the morning tomorrow.  I put my hair in a random style last night and I am going to ask my friend if she thinks that is a cute look or not.  I probably won't be able to make any more posts until I come back, unless my aunt has a computer that I can use during the night time.  I will write everyday in my book, so then I can post it later.  You know, the only thing that a teenager would want during the Summer would be a Summer romance.  I have had a few play in my head and maybe by the end of the Summer I will get one.  date August 5, 2012

Permit Test

Well, today I feel even more invisible . My mom dropped off my brother at the DMV to get his permit and guess what, he got it. Then my sister went to camp for the week. What am I doing? sitting on a bench writing this. My mom and dad are going to go get some lunch when they go get my sister and they didn’t even invite me. Tomorrow, me and my mom were supposed to go to Santa Rosa to get my birth certificate so that I can to the permit test and get my permit but now she is thinking that we might not go. How typical. I need to be able to drive. I am a 16-year-old girl with no drivers license. People who are in my grade have already been driving for a year and they have a license. So what the hell? can’t I be one of normal teenagers with a normal life. My mom tells me that I have been depressed over the past week and she is worried about me. It’s not my fault because right now I got my monthly gift, so I am just emotional. But other I think I just need my little buddy now. Me and my sister are getting rats soon because my sister killed our other one by accident. I can’t wait to have a new little buddy. My rat’s name is going to be Stella Bella because that is a really cute name for her. I don’t know how much longer I can wait for my buddy because every time that I help the one that we had before I felt so happy and right now I could use some happiness.  

date July 30th,2012

Oregon Trip

When I did the permit test a few days ago. Guess what? I freaking failed it and I was so sad. I couldn’t believe it. My hand was shaking the whole time I was taking it and I guess that my nerves got to me. Now I have to wait a week to take it again, hopefully I pass it. Sometimes do you wish you were a different person? Well I wish I was, somebody who could sing really well and very pretty. I am about to go to visit my cousins in Oregon for about a week but I don’t really want to because they are a little bit older then my sister and they are also boys. My sister is driving me crazy, I don’t know how much longer I can take this. My friend was going to come over today but she has to watch her brother and they couldn’t find his helmet and he doesn’t want to walk. So now I am really bored and I want to go on my trip today because the sooner we leave the sooner we come back and we can get our rats. I realized that animals like dogs, cats and small animals make me very happy otherwise I am sad and lonely. I feel like everything that I do for my mom, I am doing something wrong. She wanted me to take a bike ride and that’s what I did and she said that I have to have a open mind about exercise. Excuse me, I have been doing the gym with my best friend and did the bike ride like she told me too but I feel like she wants something more from me. Sometimes when she is talking to me, I just want to cry for no reason. Now she is complaining that my phone is going off every second. What is her problem? 

 date August 4, 2012

Middle

Well, I was really close to getting my mom’s iphone but now she is thinking about waiting 3 months and then changing over to At&t . Instead of verizon which I think is really stupid. Verizon has the much better coverage than At&t does. Also she is thinking about getting a landline again. The only thing that I have wanted since I have gotten into high school would be an iphone and I was so close and yet I am still so far. Why is this my life? I want something but it seems so far to get it. While the oldest and the youngest get what they want, the middle well she gets NOTHING. 

 date July 28th, 2012