Sunday, August 5, 2012

That Girl

A girl that used to be an only child for 5 years.  Now 16, has an older brother and younger sister and now is the middle child.  How things were easier when she was younger.  I am that girl, Blair Hinnenberg.  I live with my step mom and dad.  A lot of the time my llife sucks.  Like how I have to watch what I eat because I am overweight or how my sister and brother get what ever they want.   My real mom died a few years ago from a sudden heart attack.  Those years have been really tough.  Yes, I did graduate from middle school, but I am now a junior in high school.  So I don't know if I can survive 2 more years.
Since sophomore year I have had a big crush on a guy in my class.  His name is Dwight.  What a perfect name for a perfect guy.  Dwight was in my advisory class and so on his birthday I made him cupcakes and he liked them.  He doesn't talk to me, but I wish that he did.  Just a month ago my sleepover buddy/friend Emily, moved to New Jersey.  She didn't even say good-bye to me, she doesn't text me back.  I feel like she didn't even care about our friendship. 
Well, my junior year is going to start in a month.  Hope I will have advisory with Dwight again.  For the past 2 years I feel like I ahve been invisible at school during lunch because I eat by myself.  I mean I have friends just not close ones because they all went to Redwood.  Did I make a bad school choice? Would my life be better at Redwood? Well, I guess that I will have to wait and see. 
I started to make this blog because I got addicted to a show called Awkward.  It's about a girl and she likes this guy and then they go out for a little bit and then the girl gets a new boyfriend, but she still has feelings for the other guy.  The guys names are Matty and Jake and the girl with the problems is named Jenna.  date July 26, 2012

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