Well, today I feel even more invisible . My mom dropped off my brother at the DMV to get his permit and guess what, he got it. Then my sister went to camp for the week. What am I doing? sitting on a bench writing this. My mom and dad are going to go get some lunch when they go get my sister and they didn’t even invite me. Tomorrow, me and my mom were supposed to go to Santa Rosa to get my birth certificate so that I can to the permit test and get my permit but now she is thinking that we might not go. How typical. I need to be able to drive. I am a 16-year-old girl with no drivers license. People who are in my grade have already been driving for a year and they have a license. So what the hell? can’t I be one of normal teenagers with a normal life. My mom tells me that I have been depressed over the past week and she is worried about me. It’s not my fault because right now I got my monthly gift, so I am just emotional. But other I think I just need my little buddy now. Me and my sister are getting rats soon because my sister killed our other one by accident. I can’t wait to have a new little buddy. My rat’s name is going to be Stella Bella because that is a really cute name for her. I don’t know how much longer I can wait for my buddy because every time that I help the one that we had before I felt so happy and right now I could use some happiness.
date July 30th,2012
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