awkward moment

Well I just had the most awkward family dinner ever. My brother was upset about something and he started to talk to my mom and he just started to cry. He was saying how he wanted to be a part of a different family and I was about to cry to.  But I know how he feels sometimes you feel like you don't belong somewhere. So now when my brother needs to chat I will be there for him because I know how it is to feel lonely and want to be with someone even if it's just a friend.  My bestie came home this weekend and I wasn't able to see her because of work and she had to leave early for school tomorrow.  Now I just kind of feel lonely also my sister keeps watching glee and I am so sick of it. Also it's because it's not even a good season.  But before we had dinner my brother came into my room to hold me rat and he wanted me to give him a hug and I did. It was a moment that I haven't had with him in awhile because we were so close when we were younger.  Sometimes I wished that we were still that close.