Horrible Day

It okay day at school.  My AW teacher didn't really help me on my paper that is due friday but I did get 2 extra credit stamps in spanish, so that was good.  I am finished with the paper but my mom is going to edit it for me and then she will send it back.  I saw the guy that I really like at the end of the school day and he didn't even say hi to me.  Then once I got onto facebook I realized that he is in a fucking relationship with a girl with blonde hair.  What the hell?  I thought that my best friend was right, that me and him would end up together and have kids and be happy.  Well last year I tried to ask him out but then he said that he just wanted to hangout with his guy friends and he didn't want to deal with the drama.  Now he is back in a relationship with a blonde bitch from Redwood.  I just looked at facebook again, which was a bad idea because I saw that another guy that I really like is in a relationship too.  He is in one with a girl who is in comacad with me and she rides horses.  Why is this happening to me?  It seems like all the guys that I like are being in relationships.  I am going to die old by myself with many dogs.  My mom was going to help me when she go home but now she is going to make dinner and then take my brother to best buy to get his phone working again.  I guess that the child in the middle is the invisible one.  They always seem to get the end of something.  I wish that somehow I wasn't invisible at school and that guys liked me and maybe it could be the Awkward show and I would be Jenna and one of the guys would be Matty and the other one Jake.